30th March 2010 - Deja Vu.

There are not many times in life which I can say I was utterly depressed, down and all messed up. Today is one of those days.

Just a few questions that needed answers for today:

1. Why do we fall in love?

2. How do we fall in love?

3. When do we fall in love?

4. Why does falling in love rock?

5. Why does falling in love suck?

I fell in love with someone whom I shouldn't be falling in love with. That is the shittiest feeling I think, ever. And I am SO PRONE to this. Sigh. Perhaps she was right. I am just not meant to settle as of now. Fate doesn't allow me to do so. Am I destined to be hitting on 25 year olds when I'm 35? Well that thought is the only consolation I can muster as of now.

Another day goes by. Life goes on. We move on.